Moving Dad: The Journey to Assisted Living

 Monday Author: Susanne Skinner

My husband and I have been in Maine all week, moving dad into an assisted living community. It has been a long time coming and one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.

moving boxes labeled by roomWe’ve suggested the move for years, only to be told “Maybe next year” and “I’m thinking about it.”  I visited him in February and knew the time had finally come.  You could say I forced him, since I would not accept anything but a signed contract and move date for an answer. It was painful for both of us.

We made lists, took inventory, booked a moving company, and worked with Dad to identify what he wanted take with him. I expected this to be difficult, but it was the easiest part of the move.

He wants to surround himself with memories, not things. He chooses artwork from around the world, my mother’s cut-glass cookie jar, and his remarkable collection of old VHS movies and records. He bought a new sleeper sofa for visitors and asked my husband to hang a set of Japanese geisha prints above it. He calls them “his girls” and remembers when and where he purchased them. 

Packing a Life

His house is in the beautiful part of Maine known as Casco Bay.  We never had a family home since Dad was in the military. This is the house he retired to so in a way it became the family home, long after the family had grown up. There are no childhood memories here; or so I thought.

moving truckWe focus on downsizing a life that spans 95 years. We agree to keep it simple. He leaves decisions to me and accepts my minimalist rule of no more clutter. When the movers arrive he sits in the sun room, overwhelmed and tired. He pretends to read a book.

I arrange for 1-800-Got Junk to come after Dad is in the new apartment. There is a lot of stuff going into that truck, but also things that are not and I have no idea what to do with them. I cannot take them—we are doing our own downsizing.

I stare at the china cabinet. Mom offered her china to all of us many years ago. She had no takers. It is elegant and ornate; not really anyone’s taste, including mine.  I hold one of the fragile tea cups in my hand and I am 10 years old again. It is Thanksgiving and the grown-ups sip after dinner coffee. I have been invited back to the table for honey-and-lemon tea in the most exquisite china cup I have ever seen.

Fondue plates and forks remind me of a high school homecoming when we lived in Belgium. Mom put on a pre-dance fondue party for us that has faded to obscurity but returns as soon as I see them. I can feel her there with me.

The Ghosts that Haunt Us 

The moving truck came. The junk truck came. We focus on getting Dad settled in his new home. We unpack, hang pictures, put clothes away and set up the kitchen.  Alan takes him to Target, helps him pick out a flat screen TV and small dining set and spends the afternoon putting it together for him.  We make beds, plug in lamps, fill bookcases, setup his Keurig, and leave him watching John Wayne in The Quiet Man.

We return to an empty house. I have boxes to go through and Alan is organizing the garage. I stand in the now-spotless kitchen and see my mother at the stove.  She is probably making chicken soup; something she did every Saturday. It was good enough to cure the world.

I walk into the living room and see dad in his Barcalounger reading the paper; one in the morning and one in the evening. On Friday nights he settles in to watch wrestling. He is a devoted fan of WWF and tells me “you know it’s not real, don’t you?”

I suddenly realize we forgot the coat closet—it’s by the front door that nobody uses. I open it and see his military uniforms, pressed and pristine in their dry-cleaning bags. I leave them hanging there and close the door.

I gave Dad the pre-move task of consolidating the important things into boxes for me. The deed to the house, title to the car, his military discharge papers—things I am going to need as his executor. I want to make sure it is all there so I grab a box and begin to sort.

All That Remains 

I find a packet of letters. The first one is written by my mom to her mom, dated May 24th, 1952.  She is on R&R in Atami Hot Springs, Japan, paying 50 cents a day for her hotel room.  Meals are 40 cents more and she is going to the Japanese baths in the afternoon.

She writes that just before she left a taxi drove up to the hospital with a Japanese woman in labor. “Another nurse and I delivered the baby right there in the back seat and when we were done we had quite a crowd around us applauding.”

There are other treasures. A business-card case I gave Dad many years ago; cards still inside. A miniature pair of Japanese dolls in silk pajamas with hand-painted china faces, wrapped in a silk handkerchief. I find a black-and-white photo of me at three weeks old in my Dad’s arms. Mom has written on the back “Sam is not in his underwear, those are running shorts.” I laugh out loud and realize these are the important things; everything else is just filing. bone china cup and saucer

I put the boxes in my car. I will sort through them at home, drinking tea in the most exquisite china cup I’ve ever seen.

5 thoughts on “Moving Dad: The Journey to Assisted Living

  1. Oh, Suzanne, I know how hard this is. The hardest thing to read were the tea cups and those uniforms. We remember when they wore those perfect uniforms everyday. I hope that your Dad will like being with people, sharing his memories and not alone in the house. Someone will be checking on him everyday and he no longer has to cook or shop. Amazing he lived as long as he did on his own, but that is how our Father’s are. Always our Dad’s! Leanne

  2. A beautifully & carefully crafted move to protect the people you love. But still giving them the dignity they so richly deserve. I am proud to call you my friend and am grateful everyday that God brought you and your family into my life.
    Love you all
    XOXO
    Pat

  3. Hello Rusty,

    I know I hardly call you that. But I met your dad when we did call you that. I can identify with all of your memories as my dad loved John Wayne ~ all of his movies.
    The barcalounger. The tea cups. A lifetime. I’m sad that he has to go to assisted living and yet happy that he is there and can be cared for even more than you have cared for him.

    I realize this is difficult not only for him but for you too. It is a bittersweet journey you have just traveled and I’m glad you shared it with us. Even if you did make me cry.

    Love and hugs and kisses to all. But especially to you. There is no one quite like you. I like that.

    Rebecca

    • Thank you for the kind words…Sam remains an amazing man, very proud and fiercely independent for his age. He is in the best of all possible places, one mile from where he lived and in the same community he has loved for years. I know he will be charming them all in a very short time!

  4. Excellent, emotional saga! My Mom is comfortable at home, for now, but this day will come for my brothers and I. Appreciate your willingness to share!

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